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Confessions of a Curly Gal: Deep Into The Curl

I wonder why a natural physical attribute in a human being could be perceived as “not good enough”? I wonder why a natural physical attribute in a human being would be perceived as “not professional” within the workplace? I wonder why a natural physical attribute in a human being would be perceived as “not feminine enough”? Yes, I am talking about curly hair, which I had talked about previously in another post.

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I wonder how in the world would this not be perceived as feminine.

My hair journey (ongoing btw) has started since I was almost 10 years old. Mom thought it was a good age to start chemically straightening my hair. One reason was because she had just given birth to my little sister and would not have time to properly take care of and tame its wild strands. The other was that she did not really know what to do with it. So I started concealing my naturally curly hair with harsh chemicals to have it pin straight. I was very young back then. I was happy my mom did not have to spend hours detangling my hair after every shower. I was happy I was able to style it easily. I was happy it looked healthy (not for long though). However, there was always something gnawing at me, that I was concealing a major part of myself…

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Yes, the process was agonizing. And the chemicals smelled horrible. The fact that they made every effort not to leave the chemicals for more than 5 minutes on the hair always left me dubious.

When I reached around 16 years (of chemically straightening my hair every 4-5 months), my hair was falling out. It was weak and fragile and far from healthy. It was then and there when I decided to stop the chemical straightening for good. I need to find a better, less damaging alternative. I still want the straight hair but without the harm. Almost all my friends had either naturally straight hair, or slightly wavy hair. No one had a huge head of curls like I did (and still do). All the dolls I loved to play with during adolescence (Barbie, My Scene, Bratz, you name’em) had straight hair. All actresses on my favorite TV shows had straight hair (Miley Cyrus, Vanessa Hudgens, Ashley Tisdale, Raven Symone…etc. I was a hardcore Disney kid). All models, TV hosts, and celebrities in magazines had straight hair. I wondered why I was the only one who had to suffer with her hair, why was it such a burden?

Why would I want to keep my curly hair then? It was the mere-effect, or the familiarity effect, a known concept in psychology, which means that you tend to develop a preference, liking, or convincing about something just because you happen to be exposed to it quite often. It was that simple and complex at the same time. That was one of the reasons why a huge majority of people preferred straight hair and thought it to be the better-looking.

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The never ending struggle.

A while after, the keratin treatment emerged and made a huge boom. It was marketed as being able to provide the straight look without the chemical damage since keratin was already an existing nutrient in your hair. It was all the rage in Egypt and most girls wanted to try it. I was one of them. I tried it two times. Once at a salon near my house. It was a nightmare. It lasted for 5 hours, of tears, steam, and headache. It did not do much really, as far as I remember.

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The process looks quite smooth here. But trust me, it was terrible.

The second time was at one of the top-notch salons in the Middle East. I said they would definitely know what they were doing. I paid 3k then. It did not do much as well. But they told me it was not a straightening treatment, so it was expected. My hair was way less frizzy, more tamable, and less curly. But not the straight look I had had in mind.

At this point, I had given up on these hair treatments. I mean, nothing was really working. It is either I get the pin straight hair with tremendous damage or merely less curls for a thousand pounds. I was quite disappointed at this stage. Then it hit me! A simple idea that had been right there the whole time: why don’t I just leave my hair the way it was originally created, no chemicals and no treatments? *Gasp* Do people even do that? Do I know any girl with naturally curly hair (not curled, as this mix-up really gets on my nerves)? But as I said, I was desperate and this was the only option I haven’t tried, so I might as well give it a shot. And that’s when my curly hair journey started.

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Quite a long journey indeed.

I was clueless. There was no one around me with curly hair to refer to. No one in the media to follow through her steps. How will I look like? Will I like my curly hair? But here’s the thing, I was not going to see my full-fledged curly hair before 2-3 years. That is the hardest part to endure. The infamous transitioning phase, where a woman stops chemically treating or heat straightening her hair and switches back to her natural hair. Your hair needs its time to recover from all the chemicals that messed up its original texture, to grow properly and naturally without interruptions. So it means I have to keep heat straightening to a minimum to give my hair a chance to relax and recover. It is a hard phase that requires much patience, effort, determination, and persistence. At this point, my hair was exhausted, weak, frizzy, and depleted. It was half curly (from the roots) and half straight (from the ends). This is the worst phase that any woman can find her hair in. You do not know how to style it. It falls out quite a lot. And again, it is very weak. Bur you have to wait, your hair deserves the recovery.

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It starts out something as irregular and messy as the first picture, then with the right care and love, it flourishes into the beautiful ringlets in the second picture.

My knowledge of curly hair started to accumulate when I stumbled upon a phenomenal website called NaturallyCurly.com. It is loaded with stories from inspirational women who managed to transition safely and are happy with their natural texture, giving you just right encouragement and motivation. You will find an abundance of useful articles about curly hair types, maintenance, hairstyles, and tips. I never knew curly hair had types! I’m a 3B by the way.

I owe the revival of my curly locks to you.

This was a gateway for me to learn all about the ins and outs of curly hair. I watched a hundred videos and read a thousand articles. I was genuinely eager to learn about my natural hair. I wanted to know it well so I can love it the way it deserves to be loved. It is a normal physical feature in my body the same as my eye color, body shape, and hair color are. I was doing all this out of love, not out of hate and refusal as before. I was excited to try all sorts of tips, products, hair masks, and hair oils. I did not even get upset when one of them did not work. I just knew it was a chance for me to keep trying until I found what my hair preferred the most. Honestly, I haven’t felt this positive about my hair since forever.

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I was mad about DIY masks and treatments. Tried numerous ones, from yogurt and honey to olive oil and bananas.

However, it was not all rainbows and unicorns. My hair looked like a mess and I had to leave it like that if I wanted it to grow out healthily. At this point, I had self-esteem issues. I went to school everyday without liking how I looked. At this point, I felt way more confident when I had my hair straightened for an event. When I look at my pictures during this stage, I find that I looked terrible. But I had to keep going and endure all this, so as to have the beautiful head of curly hair I am dreaming about for a while now. On a side note, I had the courage to show up on the picture day in grade 11 in my transitioning-phase hair, even though I had usually straightened it for this day. The picture does not look particularly pretty, but I am very and wholly proud of it.

After three years of struggling, low self-esteem, and perseverance, it was the fist time to see my full-fledged curly hair. My natural hair. 100% chemical free, from the roots till the tips. This stage did not come all of a sudden. It was quite a gradual process. I remember feeling ecstatic. This was actually the first time ever for me to meet my curly hair face-to-face, or head-to-face to be exact. And the good thing is, I liked it. No, loved it. I felt very comfortable at the thought that my hair looks gorgeous without any external factors (excluding the leave-ins, hair oils, and deep conditioners, but these are complimentary ones). There was a fixed hair regimen I had myself committed to. I was happy and satisfied about my hair for the first time in years. Now I can say that I feel equally confident with my hair either curly or straightened.

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My hair looks a lot like this texture, but in light brown.

But then came society and started to ruin it for me. Egypt is a country where a considerable percentage of its women have curly hair. But you do not see it because almost all of them straighten it. Curly hair is perceived as wild, untamed, unprofessional, playful, and not feminine enough. If you had a big event or an engagement party to attend, you had to straighten your hair. If you are the one getting married, you had to find a way to permanently straighten it because, “all men like straight hair.” Straight hair is less trouble and less maintenance, so this is what you should stick with. You have to pay heaps of money to have it chemically straightened. If you cannot do that, you have to head to the salon every week and have it straightened. Of course, it is not that absolute. But that’s the majority.

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Imagine a curly-haired girl in the middle of this picture, with less angry faces, and you have the regular situation.

People will not make direct comments about your hair. They will say things like, “You must take forever to style your hair,” “You look more beautiful with straight hair, why don’t you straighten it more often?” and things of that sort. I had just come out of a long and tiring hair journey and two of the most important women in my life, my mother and maternal grandmother, criticized me for leaving my hair curly. They both thought (and still and will forever think) that I look way more attractive with straight hair. I did not like that. I was comfortable with my naturally curly hair. I did not want to showcase something that was not inherent in me. I did not like the idea of adhering to a standardized and skewed version of beauty. I did not like the idea of narrowing down beauty to a single physical attribute. I did not like the idea of straightening my hair just because other people liked it more. I still do straighten my hair, but only when I want to and feel like it. I did not like the idea of killing the wonderful diversity Allah bestowed on us by possessing the same head of hair. I did not like either of this one bit.

I got mixed opinions from my friends. Some applauded me for my decision. Some preferred it straight. But no one was adamant about as my mother and grandmother were. I remember going through long and heated arguments, mainly with my mother, as she tried to convince me to straighten it more. As a result of these arguments, I sometimes would return home and look at myself at the mirror and cry. Was I maybe oblivious to the fact that I looked terrible in curly hair and that I needed to straighten it more just like my mom says? Did I really not look as beautiful as I perceived myself?

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Maybe I did not look as beautiful as I perceived myself?

Despite these transient moments of weakness, I managed to sort of build a wall around this aspect of my personality. I was genuinely convinced with the fact that I looked beautiful, sexy, and feminine with curly hair as much as I did  with straight hair. As poetic as this might sound, I felt that both textures of hair represented two facets of my personality. The straight hair represented the introverted, quiet, posh, and shy side of me, while the curly hair represented the passionate, driven, playful, and laid-back side of me. I liked having both options to do my hair at basically any given time. Henceforth, mom’s comments never really got to me. We would still argue from time to time, but nothing she said convinced me to hide this part of me again.

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Keep on rocking those locks.

On a not-so side note, there was one time I went to my grandmother’s place to get something (she lives in the same building). I was wearing my hair curly. She looked at me for a while and said, with all seriousness, “You can never wear your hair like that when you are married. Your husband will hate it. It is far from feminine.” I was appalled. I still remember the way she looked and the way she sounded when she said it. I remember feeling very wounded. She was not just talking about the way I looked in general; she was talking about my sexual appeal, shattering it into a thousand pieces. I remember being very angry and dismissing her hurtful comment (I am pretty sure she never meant it to hurt, though) on the grounds that her ideas about beauty are outdated and that no matter what I said, she’d never change her views.

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True that!

A couple of years later, I decided to put on the veil elhamdoleAllah. Arguments with my mom decreased to a great extent since my hair was covered. However, she would look at me questionably when I decide to go to the salon to have my hair straightened, even though there is no upcoming event. But that’s just the beauty of it, mom. I am free to wear whatever I like whenever I like. I am not adhering to any standards but my own.

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That’s right!

Now the journey has not (and I don’t think will ever) come to an end. I am 22 going on 23, which is the optimum age for suiting and marriage in Egypt. The topic of my hair still arises. I am still adamant in my opinion and so is mom. She is convinced that when it’s time for me to get married, I have to find a way to straighten it because, “that’s just what all girls do.” This does not seem right to me. What I do with my hair is such a personal and intimate choice. I don’t wanna go down the road of hair treatments again. I don’t want to hide this vivacious part of me again. As for my future spouse, I want him to accept me the way I am, accept the diversity within me, accept what I feel comfortable in.

I have written this lengthy post as a reminder, to the world and to myself. I am reminding the world that beauty is such a fluid term. No one has the right define it based on subjective opinions. No one has the right to shame someone else because of how they choose to look. And certainly no one has the right to deem a specific physical attribute “not beautiful enough.”

I am, as well, reminding myself that what matters first and foremost is how I view and perceive myself. People can say whatever opinions they want, but what I actually do is out of my free volition and beliefs. Femininity was never about looks, but attitude. When beauty resonates from the inside, all people will see and notice. I am leaving this here to constantly remind me of the love and appreciation I have for my curly tresses. They’re unique and special and they’re a part of who I am. And I am not willing to give that up.

And finally, I leave you with this amazing video from Dove, which reminds women to love their curls so they can pass on that love to their daughters. It is something I am planning to do with my daughter insha’Allah one day.

– All images are hyperlinked to their original sources.


“Mirror mirror on the wall, who’s the fairest of them all?”

Each and everyday, women around the world are bombarded by messages that they should look a certain way, have their hair done in a certain way, wear their makeup in a certain way and so many other criteria they have to meet. The image delivered is always a woman who is tanned, slender, zero fats in her body, voluminous hair, dazzling white teeth, wide eyes, and full lips. The focus on women’s looks and how they ought to maintain it in a specific way has become the core of numerous advertisements, social media outlets, and even personal human interactions. Since the overflow of these messages can be extremely overwhelming, women have no choice but to try their best to live up to these impossible standards. Imagine the amount of scrutiny placed on women’s outer appearance!


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Women being bombarded with messages and labels.

Let us make this matter a little bit more personal and think about it from an Egyptian perspective. Here in Egypt, there’s not much of a difference. Women are also pressured to look and dress in a certain way. Given the fact that Egypt has a patriarchal society, one can notice that the issue of how a woman looks would have an effect on the male attraction she elicits and her prospects as a bride. Yes, it is that serious. Thus, I have decided that my project will be directed at changing Egyptian women’s attitudes about beauty and how they should embrace their looks and bodies regardless of the messages they receive, which always seem to convey that they are not good enough. My target will be Egyptian upper class girls and women from the ages of 18-25. I chose them specifically because they are the ones most heavily exposed to messages dictating how to look and are more likely to try to follow the unrealistic standards to attain status and prestige. I believe social psychology is the ideal medium to approach this topic because it will allow me to understand the attitude on a deeper level, gain an insight to how it forms and what makes it persist, and give me a chance to know how exactly to address the issue and solve it.

In my project, I will focus on trying to change women’s attitudes, which are evaluations of objects, people, or ideas, and not on specific behaviors that results from the attitude. That is because behaviors that women make to try to live up to the standards they have set for themselves are varied and numerous, so it will be broad to address the matter this way. As we know, any attitude has three components. The first is the cognitive component, which is people’s beliefs about the properties of an attitude object. In this case, we can say that women do all sorts of behaviors to fulfill the image imposed on them because they think that these specific actions make them more beautiful. They perform these actions because they think it is what every woman should do as part of her beauty regimen, even though some of them may be too unrealistic.

The second is the affective component, which is people’s feelings and values towards an attitude object. In this case, women adopt these irrational beauty standards to fit in within the norms of society. They feel they will be left out if they do not think about themselves in a specific way.  They follow society’s harsh rules to maintain their self esteem and feel good about themselves when they feel they have achieved what is required of them, even if it’s not what they want to do. Affectively based attitudes can result from operant conditioning, which in this case, is how society rewards women who try to achieve these standards through admiration. Consequently, women will strive to maintain these impossible standards because they are reinforced by society.

The third is the behavioral component, which is how people react toward an attitude object. In this case, women react to the beauty standards imposed on them by working hard to acquire the image delivered to them. They do that by plastic surgeries, tons of makeup, starving themselves, doing vigorous exercise, and many other behaviors that have negative consequences on women’s health and psychological state.

Now that we know all the components that comprise women’s attitudes about their beauty and outer appearance, we must address the question of where these attitudes come from and what makes them persist despite how wrong they can be? The media is definitely the first culprit when we think about such an issue. Whenever we turn to our televisions or scroll down our social media home pages, we see advertisements and public figures endorsing a standardized image of female beauty. We rarely see an Egyptian TV anchor or an actress whose hair is curly, or has blemishes, or not skinny or white. This further strengthens the idea that for women to look beautiful, they have to tick off a check list that includes limited beauty criteria. When girls see these images projected in the media, they tend to think that this is how they should look like all the time. Sociocultural standards of feminine beauty are presented in almost all forms of popular media, barraging women with images that portray what is considered to be the “ideal body”. 

Images are not what they seem.
Images are not what they seem.

That’s when social influence comes in. Girls then are affected by these messages and think of ways to look like the women they see in the media. Furthermore, the idea of finding a proper suitor is very much a crucial step in any girl’s life in Egypt, so mothers tend to pressure their daughters to look a certain way for this very purpose. Moreover, the social comparison theory plays a huge role in this matter. When we don’t know how to evaluate ourselves in a situation, we tend to look at other people who share similar characteristics as us and compare. That’s how the distorted beauty messages prevail.

Social comparison theory.
Social comparison theory.

In addition, we can easily notice the Egyptian girls’ obsession with taking photos of everything they do and in everywhere they go, the phenomenon of Instagram and the selfies. Girls are tempted to put themselves in the spotlight more often. On the other hand, the self awareness theory will say that when people focus on themselves, they evaluate their behaviors and put them in comparison with their existing ideas. When girls focus on themselves this much, they tend to be very critical when it comes to their appearance and work extra hard to eliminate any negative attributes they detect, even ones that may be considered unique or beautiful about them.

The selfie phenomenon.
The selfie phenomenon.

As we have seen, the unrealistic beauty standards puts too much pressure on women and makes them prone to low self esteem and distorted perception about beauty so it’s high time we try to change their attitudes about themselves, prove to them that they are beautiful no matter how they look like, show them that the standards they are trying to maintain are fake. Changing such an attitude that is deeply embedded within the Egyptian society will not be something simple. I think the best way to do this is through persuasive communication, which is communication that advocates a particular side of the issue. Women should see the other side of the story. In order to make the message more effective, the central route to persuasion should be focused on. The message that corrects women’s wrong ideas about beauty should be made relevant and personalized to them, so then they are more likely to concentrate on the content of the message. Women should be provided with facts that will help them be convinced with the content of the message.

We should reassure our Egyptian women of how beautiful they are, all natural and all unique !

Egyptian women.
Egyptian women.

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Confessions of A Curly Gal.

“It does look nice, but straight hair looks more beautiful”

This is the sentence I usually hear from some of the people when I try to know their opinions about which hairstyle looks better on me. Most people are more inclined towards straight hair and they don’t really acknowledge curly tresses. I hold the media accountable for this notion, I mean, think about it for a second: all the ads (even those not related to hair products) show girls with straight hair, most TV presenters, actresses and singers wear their hair straight. Clearly, the image that is projected here is that straight hair is the “norm” and curly hair is not. What we end up with is girls who feel insecure about themselves if they go out without straightening their hair; they think that they won’t be deemed beautiful if their hair doesn’t meet the same standards set by the media and other girls they know.

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As incredibly accurate as that statement is, it is evidence for the effect of social influence on women’s perception of beauty and how that affects their view of themselves. Even curly hair styles are originally straightened. What cruel world!

I have actually been in that situation myself several years ago. My self esteem would be very low if I had to go out without the BabyLiss going over my hair. Yeah, that is the effect of social influence, which is the impact of other people’s words, behaviours, or presence on our actions and thoughts. In my case, people did not have to directly state at the moment that they like straight hair more for me to feel self-conscious. Since I know their opinions in advance, I would straighten my hair before going out without even thinking about it a second time. I would hear the statement mentioned in the beginning ringing loudly in my head, which then would affect my behavior. Then one time I decided that what I’m doing to myself is ridiculous. Why would I keep on hiding part of the image God created me with?  I began to look at my hair from a totally different perspective and started to take good care of it and eventually loving it!

No one has the right to make a decision that one type of hair is better than the other.

By time, my construal has changed. Previously, my construal was that straight hair looked more feminine, attractive, and just…better. My thoughts about beauty were influencing my behavior, which made me straighten my hair all the time. Later I began to interpret that there’s absolutely no standard for beautiful hair. What matters is how confident you are in your natural hair. Beauty has such versatile meanings and interpretations to be summed up in a bunch of useless labels. Your hair, whether straight or curly or wavy, is part of the beautiful YOU that you should not forsake for anything.

Ahuh! So Ivana said “gorgeous” hair, not specifically straight, not specifically curly. All natural hair is gorgeous.

Photos are taken from Tumblr and Pinterest.